Merry Meet!

I wanted to say hi and all that jazz.

I am very talkative, I apologize now! If it is too much, tell me to just shut up. It wont hurt my feelings I promise!

I am a solitary Wiccan starting over 10 years ago. I cant say I have been a practicing one though. That is my goal is to start again! I stopped because, well lets face it I got lazy. A terrible excuse and one I am not proud of. I miss it though! I just didn't realize how much until I made the choice to start actually living my life again, not just playing a small role in it.

I have no problem accepting my faults and owning up to them. My problem lies with actually consciously changing them.

That is where I need and am in one of my rare moods asking for help. I GIVE help how dare I ask for it has always been my feeling. Which, before anyone tells me, I know is wrong but it is how I am (another fault)
A friend of mine pointed out to me last night that I am "Screwing my friends" at first I was shocked! I treasure my friends. She elaborated. I do not CALL them, yeah I am there if they need me, but I forget to reach out to them.
Enough! Enough excuses, lies to myself and enough existing like a ghost. I want to change this path and one of the ways I did in the past was my love and commitment to my faith.
That is where you all hopefully come in. I will not promise there wont be back sliding and if I do I am giving full permission to call me on it. Please just give me the chance to try again.

Whoa sorry! A lot of info and heavy to boot, like I mentioned above talkative!! Also there is no such thing as a stranger to me! Gets me in trouble.

Ok my good points
I am honest, straight forward and don't like to gossip. Talk, yes a lot, but gossip is hurtful. If I am going to talk about someone, they are told the same things too. I am loyal and passionate about the people I love.

My first instinct is to just delete all my babble and forget this whole thing. OLD ME coming through. I am hitting submit now. Do with my ramblings what you wish.

Brightest blessings and I will be there at the next meeting.